Holiness - Drowning

I'm sinking deeper in this mud
Feels like I'm drowning and I can't escape
But I know I'm still breathing

Is there anyone listening?
Is there anyone sane in this selfish world?
I know I've got just one chance

I want to know what's left behind
So I can move on again
With no sorrow or regret
I´ll keep the promisses I made
When everything is through

Everyday feels like a struggle
Don't want to decide which side to choose
And I can hear you screaming

Every threat is real
Every mistake wouldn't be my last
Don't try to stand in my way

I want to know what's left behind
So I can move on again
With no sorrow or regret
I'll keep my promisses

With no one's permission
Now I'll write my own lines

This time

I used to feel
I was safe in this place full of lies
Now I believe everyone's got they're own truth to hide
Inside

Behind these walls, my thoughts
Under this skin, my scars
Inside this mind, my fears
I wish I could erase

I want to know what's left behind
So I can move on again
With no sorrow or regret
I'll keep my promisses

With no one's permission
Now I'll write my own lines

I want to know what's left behind
So I can move on again
With no sorrow or regret
I´ll keep the promisses I made
When everything is through